Take A Peek
By Winy

Sometimes I wonder if its all worth it
I take a peek out of and see what everyone sees

Then I try to go back and…not there anymore
I look and look as if it would pop out of somewhere
Naked and bare for my eyes to see it
But then the usual answer comes around
The one that itches my brain
Always there rubbing my memories together
Assaulting my thoughts
Forcing me to forget the apathy I used to have
Depression then comes around, wrapping me in sorrows

I want to be what everyone sees
Too bad my memory is blind
Closed and invisible