Thursday, May 28, 2009

Im Writing this in school [Too Dramatic-]

Im feel so fustrated rightt now! So first I woke up really late and didnt even do my hair...in the morning...went straight to my bus stop [i thought i missed the bus] and guess what? the bus was late...not five minutes late...more like almost one hour late! It was raining so my hair got worse! and got steeped in water =[ no fun. Came to school and went to my locker...btw fisrt period is in the third floor so i had to crawl myself up thru six pair of stairs...and when i finally get there...i find out i have to get a late pass! so go back to the first floor...ask for a pass...btw the lady there...she is not nice at all! She stares at you like she wants you to suddenly cath on fire and leave so she can go back to reading People magazine. Got a late pass and dicovered everyone was at the librabry which is in the basement...yepp i did lots of exercise! My daily workout....So at the library we were supposed to go on thiswebsite and ive tried like three comuters but mine doesnt want to go on the internet...so i get out of the group circle and im forced to use this ugly dusty from back in the 80's computer who looks more like a tv. I feel tired, cold, fustrted, ugly, and dramatic. Although things like this can ruin your day...wait...what am i saying? this did ruin my day! Ughhhh i hate days like this...but somehow i dont want it to end! Weid huh? Idkk I think i might be creating too much drama, but im not a drama queen! No im not! I never was, and never will. Hopefully Ill stay out of the Dramaaa..

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I used to be commander and chief

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! cant find it anywhere! where is it?? cant find my usb camera cable thingyy! UGH!! come one! appear!!! please dont tell me i lost it!!! It look fifteen days to receive it from china!!! [my sister ordered it] I need to find it...somehow...CHANGING THE SUBJECT...yesterday...came back from camp! yeppers, camp. it was awesomee. i did sooo many thingsss, im proud offff. i missed lots of people, but it was just really speciall. got bit by lots of bugggs .it doesnt matter tho. ohhh! news! guess what!?!? i bought my new bathing suit! so awesome and cool! cant wait to wear it! if you could see it but my stupid usb cable doesnt want to come out!!! what else? oh yeah...dont have school monday! yey! Memorial Day! whereelse? oh yea...i became an auntie! yepp! my sister gve birth and since then i feel forgotten. i mean i do love the baby and everything but there isnt a day they dont mention the baby! everysingle freaking day! Nobody cares about me anymore...but whateverssss...i doncare either so....whatevers! im so stunned...cant tell you why tho. thehehehe =D

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

What i didnt learn today on line paper

I learned you will never tell a big lie, but white little lies. I learned Im experiencing things I want to tell everyone. I learned everyone is secretly in love with spongebob. I learned im in toughest moment of my life. Maybe not. I learned decisions dont make more decisions. I learned life is never in the past but in the future. I learned somebody can break yout heart with one long stare. I learned thirty seconds do make a difference. I learned to hug. I learned to cry for something stupid. I learned to never say never. I learned sleeping bags arent supposed to be blue. I learned to dont eat chocolate in the bus. I learned i was something .Now im nothing. I learned people can forget you in one day. I learned to smile at babies. I learned to appreciate what you have, or at least love what you can appreciate. I learned a look can change your world. I learned boys should pull up their pants, so I dont see their undies. I learned you never buy pink underwear unless you are Barbie. I learned more in half an hour than i did in one whole day. Hope you learned something today.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Tell your boyfriend if he says hes got meat that im a vegeterian and i aint freakin scared of him!

Uhhh..One thing first...im a girl...so yea...the title is just a title people!!! [PROCRASTINATION] [find a dictionary if you dont know what it means, or better! google it] So...this is the only place i can whine and trust nobody will make fun of my pain. Whats up?! ohh me?! well...lets see...im pretty confused...SHOCKER! lmaoo i know...im always confused...so yea..im not telling you why b/c youll snitch and tell my sister! and then my sister will tell my mom, and then my mom will tell my aunt, and my aunt my other sister, which will take away my privilage of having to think by myself. Im not going to write more ONE because my finger hurt...and TWO b/c im taking away precious time from your busy life...im a lamo i know...sorry. By the way, I CANT WAIT TIL THURSDAYYYY! WOOT WOOT!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Get away...or? Youll burn in flames!

I have eyes. I have my moms eyes. I have slighly open door eyes. Yeshh, I do. Theyre brown...but when people ask me what color they are...I say black. Black like my hair, like the earings of my mom, like the eyes of an eagle. Im a eagle. No... not an eagle. IM A DRAGON. Yes! A dragonnn....someday i will hatch and burn your insides with my words. Youll kneel at my presence and plead for forgiveness...i will think about it for two minutes and then ill melt your face off! BWAAA HAAAA HAAA! HAA HAA! [Dr. Evil laugh...] yes...i like feeling strong...especially those times when the math book is tooo heavy for my arms to bear. I hate it when i show my muscles and and my friends laugh. Well...thats it...thats all i wanted to say for today...now this little green dragon will go away and eat tofu.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

To: You know who

Yesterday...the day seem so perfect and happy and just everything was right and everything went right...i had it everything...in a couple of insignificant hours my existence found a reason to smile but....Today...my hearts dead...the music stopped...the sun didnt came out...my life just stinksss...Likeee when your dresss ripss...your glasses brake...somebody dumps you...and your hair gets frizzy. Actually none of those things happened to me...but then why do i feel like this??? why? I hate being 14...i dont know anything...im confused...constantly and nobody understands me....nobody even tries to. My tongue feels sour... like spoiled milk. IDK why. The dance is coming...the picnic...the tripss...the fun...and i feel numb...like evrything is passing in front of my eyes and i cant touch it...i cant even reach it. I hate feeling like this...i sound like a bratt that all i do is whine and complain all day...i might be a bratt. I found this song that cheered me up a little so here it goes for all you outthere that are having a similr day...=]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUBaXuKTzvw&feature=player_embedded
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