campp!

some random camp pic; i dont feel like uploadin all of them :)

Brave New Post

hiee little outsiderss :)
Today ive been absorving a little bit of inspiration. inspirational poetry to be exact :)
My writing teacher once showed us videos of BRAVE NEW VOICES. a couple of series.
so this one is my favorite. This performance gives me chills throughtout my body :O
Just see it and please be mature about some words.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_t7UsbvF4qY

Im waiting for a message [draftt]

im waiting for a message
a text, an email
something something you want to say?

i dont care if its an omen
a crow or black cat
even a witch with a bad rant.

im waiting for a message
a cried, smoke, ??? [process not finished]

send me something so that i know.

I do not know where it went

I do not know where it went.
it stood aside and flew away.

i tried looking for it under the sky
the wimpy rocks and the last time...

it will come back
i told myself.

with resignation and
punched determinationn.

Wahhh...

ughh. i feel soo uncomfortable today.
you know. the days when you wake up && then something small happens
that changes your mood drasticlly.
i hate it,
right now i hate everthing. why? because the white shirt i wanted to wear doesnt fit me as it used to! ughh. ive kno ive gained weight butt i didnt know it wouldnt fit ;[
my mom today made me feel so fatt. she said.
"winy ! stop EATING the peanuts and raisins cos you have so many pimples already!!"
goshh, she didnt have to say it like that. she ruined my day.
my self steem is at it lowestt right now. LOWESTT.
i have to do something. i have a plan.

seven. twentyeight. ohnine

Im your everything, you said it once

am i oxygen or did you just lie?
am i your heart or did you get a transplant?
am i the one you cant live without?

when you whispered thru my ear and held my hand...
was it all an act?

the roses you gave me
are all dried and dead
now laying on my bed.

You said it meant love
the color red

Now they're brown
do they mean hate?

By Winy :)

Haha; last nightt wass... weirdd.

ha went to the carnival laghing my ass off with my friends [new ones]
haha; i wanna it to happen again ;)